i came back from work earlier, thinking that i'll spend the night finishing up my sc4215a term paper before the deadline on tuesday. but when i got home, i was informed by my bro that my parents took my smallest uncle to the hospital to check up. 1st strike of shock. didn't get much information from my bro coz he didn't know wat was going on either and we were juz waiting for news from our parents.
i went to nap, coz i was damn tired and i wanted to burn midnight oil to finish the termpaper. woke around up 8pm, went to ask my bro if our parents called back; they were still waiting for the results of the check up.
ate my dinner, slacked a little, started to edit a little of my paper but juz couldn't concentrate.
ended up watching the tv, coz at the back of the mind, i was worried abt my uncle.
finally, my parents came home, and my mum told me the whole series of events that eventually led them to bring my uncle to the hospital.
the entire time listening to her narrate the day, i was juz struck by how it felt when my parents sent my grandmother to the hospital and i sat alone in the living room waiting for them to come back home.
the tears fell, though i know my uncle's condition is still okay now.
(we are still not sure of his exact condition coz the specialist will only be seeing tml morning., but he has to be hospitalized in order to observe his condition for now.)
it's worrying to sit through the wait for news and to be informed whether the condition is really bad or not, coz imaginations juz run wild until we can know for sure how serious is his condition.
i haven seen my uncle yet, but i'll visit him after lessons tml.
for now, i need to get my emotions and thoughts in control to work through my term paper.
worried.
